Have you ever?

Have you ever,
Wake up in the morning,
Feeling as lonely as can be,
Thinking that there's no point to live?

Have you ever,
be around all people you know,
And yet you can't seem to talk to them,
and they all turn their back on you?

Have you ever,
Felt so miserable,
That you want to let yourself drown,
To end the life that's so hard to bear?

I always felt that way,
and yet I cover it all up,
with a big smile on my happy face,
Hoping to save people from feeling the way I do.

P/s Im out of ideas, I dont know what to write for the last paragraph. I don't have the car with me now. That's so sad. If any of you got any ideas for the ending, feel free to put It in my comments :)