Long Lost Happiness

How long are we going to be like this?
Why are you being so insensitive?
It's been long since I felt the bliss,
Being happy is something that I miss.

I can't seem to remember any happy thoughts,
Something precious that I have lost,
Missing a thing that I love most,
Trying to get it back at all cost.

Tell me why things go wrong,
After being together for so long,
What will happen after the love is gone?
I hope I can stand up and stay strong.

Said that you love me but you lied,
Said that you will change but didn't even try,
The day will come when we will have to say goodbye,
no turning back and I promise that I will not cry.

Have you ever?

Have you ever,
Wake up in the morning,
Feeling as lonely as can be,
Thinking that there's no point to live?

Have you ever,
be around all people you know,
And yet you can't seem to talk to them,
and they all turn their back on you?

Have you ever,
Felt so miserable,
That you want to let yourself drown,
To end the life that's so hard to bear?

I always felt that way,
and yet I cover it all up,
with a big smile on my happy face,
Hoping to save people from feeling the way I do.

P/s Im out of ideas, I dont know what to write for the last paragraph. I don't have the car with me now. That's so sad. If any of you got any ideas for the ending, feel free to put It in my comments :)

First Blog

Once i sit alone,
After i thought that you were gone..
All that's left for me is my flesh and bone,
I have no soul to call my own..

A word from you,
Lightens up my hope..
Wish it was true,
So that i can cope..

Where did u go?
Why did u leave me in cold?
Why didn't you tell me so?
Why did you let this feeling grow?

My faith is getting weaker,
As time flies away..
I can never feel better,
Unless you are here to stay..

For all the things that you do,
You left me feeling blue,
Guess i have to start anew,
A whole new life without you..