A note of apology

Dearest people,

I am very sorry for not updating my blog, (as if i have lots of followers) but I do know that I have some friends who really care about the things that am, or have been going through.

Busy as it seems, I really think that blogging is the best way to release the stress. Inspiration comes to me best during the times of depression. It always seems like everyone is happy but we'll never know what is in their mind, I will not tell people what's in my mind. I might say it out loud but in a different way. It will always be a metaphor, something people will have to think for themselves.

I am going on to another topic now, stop right now. :D

love all.

For the Love of Book

I received a gift the other day, from a very dear friend of mine.

'The Twilight Saga'

Which I've been dying to read because people says that it's good.
Let me make my own judgement!
I've finished reading the book and I've watch the movie. (I'm not going to comment on the movie....Yet)

Stephenie Meyer is the author. She did a very good job!!! Her power lies in the way she describe the scene in the book. You can almost feel like you are in the book itself, You can imagine how the character is suppose to be,.. Best of all, while you're reading, you can see the character and the scene in your mind as you read. (At least for me)!! Enough credit for the Author.

Now, the books. There are 4 books in the Twilight Saga.

1. Twilight
2. New Moon
3. Eclipse
4. Breaking Dawn

My favourite is Twilight and Breaking Dawn. New Moon is a bit too boring for me,.. Some part of it. (That is when Edward is not there. Sorry for telling this). But, when I get to the next book, I finally get the point of everything. The story line.... When you read New Moon, you must read Eclipse as well!

The books are good; descriptive; breath catching; sweet; what else can I say?

I can't think anymore. I need more caffeine in me and I'm hungry!!

I'll write my review on each book later on. Or maybe I should make a new blog for book review! I'm getting better at this!

These are the cover of each book.

Twilight New Moon

Eclipse Breaking Dawn

Decision, mistakes & regrets or Happily ever after

Have you ever thought of wanting to do some things but you are just too scared and you're not going to take the risk? Well, I am always in that situation. Used to be in that situation!! Now, I'm beginning to see life differently, Life is what you make it!

Making decisions is the hardest thing that can be in our life, worst than a broken heart, they can mend, but wrong decisions will stay there forever and ever for the rest of your life. Sounds bad? There's a catch. Like what I said, life is what we make it, decisions is only a way to live our life. Wrong decisions? That's what we have to face as the consequences.

The thing about making decision is to know what's best for you. You'll never know unless you try it. There might be something special waiting for you in the decision that you make. I always believe that behind something, there's always something else. So, if I make the wrong decision, it's not wrong, it's just not right for you and then from there, move on, choose another path to walk on. There's one special path for you.

When you feel like you've totally screw up in life, DON'T! It's just a feeling that we feel when some things in your life is a mess. Look on the bright side, start anew. There's more to life ahead of us. Eventually, you'll find the right one for you, be it in life or love. You can only find them if you keep on searching, keep on making decision. When it don't feel right, try and find the cause of the feeling. If you still feel the same, QUIT! Try something else, what is there to lose? Your current life that gives you a major headache!! You might think that you can fix it, but think of how many times have you tried before? Why not hit a new road, and drive ahead. I believe that there's always a U-Turn if it really is for you. I believe in fate and destiny.

Everyone in the world is created for something. That is what we need to figure out. Why do I even exist? A question that most of us, or maybe all of us had ever think of. That is to make decisions and have no regrets. Life is what we make it. If we fail our exam, it's because we didn't work on it, if we are broke in the middle of the month, its because we didn't budget our spending, if we are tired, its because we didn't get enough rest.

Of course, what we do is just plan, GOD is the one who decides on everything. So, in everything we do, remember to Pray to God and hope for the best.

To be continued, I'm too sleepy to think now.

Lots of Love,