Sunday, December 13, 2009

What I think of myself

As a person, I think that I am just a very simple person, doesn't talk too much (I used to), sometimes insecure but I don't really give a damn about what other people think of me. A very clever and bright girl but I just need to really build my road to success because I am very lazy. I need a lot of motivation and I love all the suspense and drama in my life. I am very fussy and particular. It's like if I called someone and ask "where are you?" don't just tell me that you're on the way, tell me exactly where so I can estimate the time and I know if you're lying when you finally reach the meeting point. I love cleanliness but I love to laze around more.

I care a lot about my friends and family.. I sometimes even scared to let my mom drive alone just in case something happen to her. Now I leave it all up to fate. Whatever happens, just let it be. Sometimes I think that I don't have any feelings. I think that my presence doesn't make any difference in anyone's life.

I like to help people a lot. It's very hard for me to say no. Now I am learning to do that. I don't really like to go out that much. I just love to go out and relax with my friends. I am quite a shy person and I won't talk to you if I think you don't know me, or I don't know you that well.

(I am having a major headache right now. I lose my appetite and I don't know why. So, I only ate little bit of cake and few other stuff and that's all.)